Worst night..

Right now, if I was in a dying situation. I wouldn't care, I would just let death take me. I hate my life right now, I hate how messed up it suddenly became. I wish I was little again, where I didn't have to deal with an eating disorder, or money, or having to worry about where I'll be in life. I feel like I just fail everyone, I feel like I fail myself, that I will get no where in life. No one understands me, and I wish someone was out there to help me..