I want my old life back..

I miss how my life use to be, when my mother had a real job and we didn't have to worry so much about money. And how we had a home with a working air conditioner and working heat, now we live in a shitty duplex with an air conditioner that's a piece of crap and a heater that doesn't work. We can't afford the things we use to get, like a real Christmas tree. Nor can I get healthy food like I need, or organic like I want, because we don't have the money. Some people take it for granted, that their parents have the money..