Weigh in

So today after school I weighed myself, I'm now 108. That's not healthy, especially for my height and how active I am. I need to gain weight, so I'm glad it's the holidays. No, I'm not gaining weight the unhealthy way, I'm trying to gain it back by the healthy way. But it's still hard, I'm still scared that eating too many calories will make me fat again, and not appreciate my body. This is going to take time, and help...